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Thursday, April 19, 2012
Have You Ever...

Have you ever played that game when you were just as young, the one where you challenged the other person that the first person to say "I Love You" loses?

The one where you try hard to NOT fall in love with the other, yet you do your best to make the other fall for you?

The one where you spend as much time with the other as possible, either meeting up or just by simply texting?

The one whom you let into your life, and let your guard down?

The one where you fall needlessly an helplessly in love, but you just can't say it, simply cos you don't want to lose the game?

The one that you end up running away from, simply cos you're in a state of denial?

The one game that ends up breaking your heart to pieces cos she too is running away from the truth and ends up with another guy?

Have you ever played that game with hearts, and you end up breaking hers too, cos you moved on like she does, but in reality she has fallen for you too, and she doesn't want to lose the game either?

The one that you come back to later, only to realise what a fool you are for not picking to lose the game, and you lose her instead?

The one game that should never be played, cos the rules are so simple, it's unimaginable to lose?

The one game that you spent countless hours holding her hands, and seeing her laugh, and falling in love with her, but you just can't say "I Love You" cos you're unsure if she's just playing along or really have feelings for you?

I've played it once. It hurt. But it was probably the best game I've played, cos she was everything I could ask for. In every way, we were perfect together, an almost inseparable team, with an Archilles' heel... It was perfect in many ways, but fundamentally twisted.

I must say, I liked it. But I never want to do it again, ever. Cos breaking hearts isn't my thing anymore.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 3:56 am

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