Monday, October 22, 2007
Sunday
'Take my hand, and let me walk you thru,
I mean no harm, just that I love you."
The paradox: "Those whom you love, tend to hurt you the most also."
Thanks Surya for the great lunch.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:20 am
Friday, October 12, 2007
Aidil Fitri
And 30 minutes ago marks the end of the Fasting Month.
Tomorrow is HARI RAYA! Woot~!
30 days of fasting, and other personal sacrifices, has come to an end, and tomorrow we celebrate like no one cares!
Mmmm....
The thoughts of GOOD Hari Raya food is already wafting into my mind, ketupat and lontong, rendang and lemak, all the kueh, not to forget that.
Wait, let me disappear in my thoughts for a while.
But Aidilfitri is not all about food. It's also about renewing ties of kinship which may have been broken, or damaged over the past year. It's about renewing friendship with friends and acquaintances. At the same time, we are also reminded of the poor and less fortunate, and those that have lost family members along the way.
Aidilfitri for the past few years has been very special for me. I've always enjoyed the company of my cousins, and this year is no different. I look forward to going out with them again, visiting from house to house, together as one.
Let's see who has grown up this year.

ps: Sufi, Ilya, Nurul, will you be there?Labels: Aidilfitri
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 7:23 pm
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
A Quick One...
What becomes long when pulled, fits nicely between breasts, fit nicely in a hole and does its function when jerked?
Leave your answers on the Tag board.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 10:12 am
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Being me.
It seems to me, like you're pretending to care, all of you.
I don't hate you. Really.
I thought when I was there for you, all of you, you'd be there for me too.
But now, 9 weeks on, I've got to do it all alone.
I hate being alone. You know that.
I stayed up all night last night writing down the names of those close to me, whom I can turn to. But I spent the whole of this morning going thru the list again, cancelling out everyone.
I have but one name: Bob.
Blood is thicker than water they say, and it's true.
Even with the people with whom you share your dreams and aspirations with their presence is temporary. If they're there, it's a bonus.
I need to step out of this.
I need to return to my old self, and to realise my dreams of becoming who I want to be. Perhaps then, I'll find someone who truly accepts me for who I am, despite my imperfections and all.
Aishah's nick says, 'You're not perfect, but you're the perfect one for me.'
I want the perfect one for me, not the perfect person.
I don't know what I want - Something familiar, or something new.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 6:31 pm