Thanks for all the happy memories, Su. JB on Sunday alright? We'll do Kopi Jantan again.
Gosh I miss you to bits. And I'm missing your lovely disposition too.
Let's ignite Danga Bay.. I love you.
nakalboi. Another day is done; - 10:21 pm
Sunday, March 25, 2007 GONE.
And I've started not to care.
If you can't find me, try Ubin.
nakalboi. Another day is done; - 3:18 am
Friday, March 23, 2007 I just wanna...
I wanna disappear for a while.
8am City Hall. Sunday. Natas in the afternoon.
nakalboi. Another day is done; - 11:15 pm
Saturday, March 17, 2007 Dear Suraidah,
Thanks a lot for the past year-and-a-half or so. Every moment was truly magical; Every minute was special, and every passing second is a memorable experience. (but memory fails me, as i am getting old).
Whatever happened last night, it took guts, and lots of it, knowing that I wouldn't take it too calmly. Frankly, I did feel like cracking his cranium open (an I still do) for everything that he has done to you, in the past. But sanity and rational thought is tells me otherwise. The past is in the past, and I'm glad that what's left behind are just emotional scars, that will heal, with a dose of time, and a good dose of good company.
Focus.
I will continue to be your friend, your lover, your confidante. Your secrets are safe, and you can confide in me. (I'll prolly lose my head, but I won't hurt you, promise.) Anytime of the day, or night, I will be there for you. The 2nd best friend you'll have is in me (The 1st being Siti..)
I hope I can still sweep you off your feet. I hope I can still leave you breathless. I hope I can still make your heart flutter, and skip a beat at the same time. I hope I can still take your hand, and walk with you, together for this adventure of growing up, and getting old.
Do you still remember that time I stroked your hair in the train? Do you remember that time I pushed you to your tolerable limits and sparks flew? Do you recall that kiss under the beautiful Orion, with candles, and all? Do you remember us, on that jetty, with Orion looking down on us, wind in our faces, and the village boys doing their rendition of Spider's 'Mungkin Nanti'?
Do you remember Corus? Breko? Momo? How about those amourous afternoons? Do you still remember us on the park bench, at a time a long while ago? Do you also remember how we tried new things, sSome to failure, and others we still do today?
Things are different now. Things have changed, and I hope you're happy with it. I'm no superman, batman, nor cicakman, I just want to be the best man.
Thanks or everything - your trust, your love, and your undying support for everything that I do. Thanks for being there thru my insecurities, my LP, my fevers, tummy aches and toothaches.
Thanks for letting me be who I am.
I love you, Su. For now, for ever.
- Mas Adi
nakalboi. Another day is done; - 12:07 pm
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 3 weeks!
It's MAGICAL~!
It's been a very long three weeks, but these past three weeks has been indeed enjoyable, memorable, and full of evens that I'm thankful of.
Picking up from the last post, yes, MOMO was magickal, as usual, especially on a Friday night. There was so much space on the dancefloor, you could park a bus inside. That aside...
Firstly, Suraidah is no longer a CLT at the National Civil Defence Cadet Corp. She's now a Senior CLT. One more stripe accross her shoulder, EACH. Congratulations, babe! Darn it that I couldn't attend your promotion parade last week.
Secondly, DIEM @ RP. Yup, I made it into the course I wanted. So very soon, you'll see me in Republic doing Events Management. Like PO said, "Got the looks, got the personality, got the skills. You'll earn lots of money in the future!" Mum didn't seem too happy, maybe cos she didn't understand, but Su definitely was ecstatic! One last chance. I'm 22 now. It's make or break!
Thirdly, I've grown to be 22. But my birthday present was the best I've had in 22 years. Anyone can give me a present, like a book or a mug, or a shoe, or a belt, or whatever you can find in a shop. But no one makes presents more special that Su. I got a nice little video of pictures, and an apt song in the background. It reminds me again why I love my Sweet, Cute Little Teddy, and how long we've been. Yes, no doubt the pictures show an evolution of us, from lean mean laughing machines, to a hearty couple of happiness, we're still very much in love. Since day one, Vesak day 2005, till today, about 20 months later we're still pumpin', pimpin', and definitely happy.
Next, Su's graduating! I can't remember exactly when, but if I remember correctly, I've got a Clubbing Date with her and her friends, I just can't remember when. April 5 is it? or May 5th? I won't miss that out.
Besides that, the anticipation of the RTT this Friday and a 2B by the end of the month, would really be the icing on the cake. Soon... very soon...
KL beckons again. May 6-8, '07. 4 and a half couples this time. We're gonna spread some love.
It's been a great 3 weeks. Prolly I've been enjoying too much to update. But hey, I've been enjoying a lot.
Thanks a lot for your presence and undying support for me, Su. I love you, Su.
PS: 15 days to go!
nakalboi. Another day is done; - 12:57 pm
randomly ME .
Name :
Bambang Suryadi Location : Upnorth, Singapore
A little bit of here,
a little bit of there. I'm a little bit of everywhere. You gotta find
out more about me, to know where I'd be
Dear God, Give me the answers I seek.
Give me the strength to continue loving and caring, in this world full of hatred, and discontentment.
Dear God, do give me the strength, to go another day, with all the challenges I face.
Dear God, give me the ability to be the best that I can be, for my family and friends.
Dear God, please ensure her safety, and the safety of those she loves, and those who love her.
Dear God, don't take away this gift of patience, and faith which you have bestowed upon me, as it helps me keeps my sanity in times like this. Don't take away the love that I have for the people I care for.
Dear God, beyond everything I ask for help to make sure that the people I care for remain as happy as can be, even though you need to shroud me in misery.
random-things to say .
Choosing to Love you,
Is the best decision I've made, so far.
Wanting you to be happy,
Is my only consideration now.
Leaving you all alone,
Was never an option.
To be thinking about you always,
Is not easy, especially in tough times.
Being CHOPE
Is incomplete without the REAL chickadee.