: : ADi is Dreamy. Capture it. : :

Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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The smiley represents not how I feel, but how I would prefer to project myself. But it isn't easy.

Frankly, I don't know what is going on right now. I'm at a loss, and reeling in from a shock.

Welcome to reality, Nakalboi. Take a step in.

I had the best. Now I lost it.

I love you, Su. There's a better tomorrow.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 10:37 am

Saturday, November 18, 2006
She Doens't Care, Does She?

I don't need to see where I'm going, I just need to see where I've been.

If that's the case, I shouldn't be Mr Nice guy anymore.

I realised that a long time ago. But I can't help being who I am.

Adi up for grabs?

I don't think so.

I don't know what to do now. I am so lost.

I need a friend. Anyone. I want to scream.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:53 pm

Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Homing From Work - Zombifying

Today is not a day off, but sure beats the day shift.

Night shift is just as bad. I can't comprehend why people would still want to have food at 3 in the morning, calling me up, and giving me some work to do. When you're with a team of 10 people doing the same job at the same time of the morning, I think, there are hungry souls out there, craving for another Big Mac, or McSpicy meal.

I must say, the most hectic times of the day are: between 9am and 11am, 12pm and 130pm, 5pm to 9pm, 12am to 2am, 5am to 530am (system downtime) and 7am to 9am(when there's only 4 of us)

Heavy would mean that for those few hours, I would be online all the time, with no time for a breather even.

The standard waiting time is 30 mins but it can go up to 90 mins on a really bad day/night.

One Mr Vijay called up, and he sounded kinda familiar... and he wanted to have a McSpicy at 4 in the morning. Poor dude had to wait for 90 mins, but he did not order. Another Mr John had to wait an hour, but he ralised that it made better sense to just go down to NBR by himself, which is merely 5 minutes away.

Not to mention also, I get a lot of calls from flustered (read: post orgasmic) people, wanting to order food from hotels.. *wink wink* And recently, with a lucky draw, some of these girls are actually from the 88-89 era! (That's barely legal!)

So usually I just snigger at these people, these poor, lost girls.

I'm enjoying my job. I get to say the same line over, and over again for up to 12 hours, to more than 200 people, giving them what they want, and fulfilling the very basic need to consume (read: eat, not sex).

Alas, this job is also taking time away from family, and friends, especially the ones I live most, and the ones I spend a lot of time with. I miss my brothers, I miss my mum. I miss my girlfriend.

But I still love them all.

I love you Su. See you on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. And hopefully, on one of those days, I would see you in the lil cute white dress.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 5:56 pm

Monday, November 06, 2006
All Grown Up...

Going thru my Hari Raya pics for the last weekend. There were some great pics, amongst all the rest. As far as I can remember, we've all grown up now, developing our own identities, and at different levels of maturity.

Only once a year, do great shots like this get taken, and if last year was the year for the 1985-ers, this year brings together some, if not most of us, 15 and above.

Here are some pics of us, at different houses, and at different time of the day. Enjoy...

The new generation beckons, and a bright future ensues. A new chapter in life is born.

I love you, Su. There's always a better tomorrow. I can't wait to see you in that scrub suit.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 2:40 pm

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