Thursday, September 28, 2006
An-Nas
I'm asking for a little time away.
Time when I'm not thinking, nor tired out with work.
Time when I'm not thinking about you.
Time when I'm not worried about the stuff I'm going through.
Time when I'm not worried about the people around me, whom I love.
But it won't happen. I can't stop not thinking ahout you. And you know that.
All I want is a few minutes. A few minutes to do whatever I want. Just a few minutes.
Can?
25 days to go. I hope I find that precious few minutes soon.
I love you, Su. Make a wish...
If Liza finds this ending boring, sorry babe. I love my girl, and my confessions aren't enough to express just how much I love her. Have you done enough for yours?
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:11 pm
I'm asking for a little time away.
Time when I'm not thinking, nor tired out with work.
Time when I'm not thinking about you.
Time when I'm not worried about the stuff I'm going through.
Time when I'm not worried about the people around me, whom I love.
But it won't happen. I can't stop not thinking ahout you. And you know that.
All I want is a few minutes. A few minutes to do whatever I want. Just a few minutes.
Can?
25 days to go. I hope I find that precious few minutes soon.
I love you, Su. Make a wish...
If Liza finds this ending boring, sorry babe. I love my girl, and my confessions aren't enough to express just how much I love her. Have you done enough to love yours?
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:11 pm
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
The 2nd Singapore Idol
 | No points for guessing who became the 2nd Singapore Idol this season. |
I love you, Su. See you Friday~!
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 6:20 pm
Monday, September 25, 2006
Hady vs Jonathan
I'm a neutral fan, and unlike other teenagers my age, it was my first time last night seeing the two fianlists perform.
I must say, that of the two, Hady (the Malay dude on the right) seems the better vocalist than the two. Although Jonathan hada more distinct (read: similarly monotonous) voice, Hady did have the potential to carry more songs that spanned over several octaves. What Jon lacked, he made up with a very typical image of a Singaporean, which, I suppose would appeal to more viewers.
If this were a popularity contest, then Jon would win this hands down. However, I think our voters are more mature than that, which they have also shown during the last season of Singapore Idol. This is a singing competition, not a popularity contest.
The lines are open till tomorrow, at about 8.00 pm.
To vote for Jon, call 1900-912-1901 or sms 1 to IDOLS (43657).
To vote for Hady, call 1900-912-1902 or sms 2 to IDOLS (43657).
I know where I'm putting my money.
"Be a man! Do the right thing!"
Who's your Idol?
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 12:50 am
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Good Pay vs Good Ethics
Which would you rather choose?
You come from a fairly decent family, but the problem is that you find it hard to tide the month out with what you're getting now, and it seems like the burden of the welfare of the entire family is resting on your shoulders. To top things off, you're an above average student in school, with the potential to do really well in life, sticking to your present field of interest and expertise. Also, you have a boyfriend whom you love a lot, and is very concerned about our well-being, who does seem to be overly jealous of the people you hang out with.
So comes this oppurtunity to be employed by a local entertainment company, where you are given the oppurtunity to rub shoulders with bigwigs, and the promise of a good renumeration package, as well as other employment benefits. The business, however, has questionable ethics, and your boyfriend does not like the nature of the job, and your mum is sure to flip when she finds out.
So what do you do?
Go ahead? Or just look for other opportunities that don't pay so well?
Hmm...
Do what you think is right, after weighing in all your unavoidable commitments. There's only 24 hours in a day, and no one needs you to be superwoman. Things are fine the way they are, and I think you're coping well.
I love you, Su. That's my only consideration.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 10:22 pm
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Starting Anew
The score today is 2-1
Me and Su are still sorting things out, and we've decided to start afresh.
And tomorrow's the start of the fasting month.
30 days to go...
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 9:57 pm
Friday, September 22, 2006
I Wished Today Didn't Happen.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:46 pm
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
A Little Dose of Laughter
When you're down, there's nothing like a good laugh to make you feel better.
Russel Peters:"Be a Man! Do the Right Thing!"
Then again, if you had someone by your side, whom you truly trust and you've put your faith in, a warm reassuring hug is always best.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 10:37 pm
Sunday, September 17, 2006
How Many...
How many Sorry's have to be said, before they all add up?
How many mistakes need to be made, before we learn our lesson?
How many times must I say 'I Love You' before you believe me?
How many flowers are needed before the bees come?
How many times must we go through this, before we eventually give up?
How many months, how many days?
How many seconds are there in a minute, if moments last a lifetime?
How many questions before I'm lose my sanity??
How much longer?
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 2:44 am
Busy at Fort now, roster's out, and I realised that I won't be working tomorrow. That's a good thing.
I'm going to be spending the rest of the Sunday dwelling with myself, and breaking apart, as things begin to disintegrate around me.
It just feels so lonely now. Friends all over can do little to change the way things are, really.
So I've got a few months to myself. A few months to reach my goals, ot at least make charted attempts to.
Apparently, the Adi with a vision, and mission is better loved, than the Adi today. And who can I blame for that, but myself.
Everyday, I wake up thinking of you, hoping you had a good night's sleep.
Every hour, I check my phone, hoping it's your message I receive, to say you're having a good day.
Every minute, I pray for you, for your safety, your peace, and your happiness.
Every second, I hear my heart beating out your name.
Every moment, I'm thinking of you, wishing you were here by my side.
Today wasn't a fantastic day, and I miss that old happy you. I hated how today went, not because she saw me, but because it wasn't you I spent my time with. And I definitely thougth it can be better spend.
Has it reached a point of burnout? A point where lethargy and non-motivation has set in? Will there be hope for us in the future? Am I falling apart, and losing the very thing that set me apart from the rest?
I thought we can never be apart, and nothing can possibly separate us, but now it seems that some time apart would do us good.
I do hope this doesn't last long, cos I feel the emptiness in my heart without you to fill it.
I love you still, Su. I never stopped loving you from the very day our eyes met. If love requires a sacrifice, then I choose us, ahead of everything else that comes in the way.
I want us back.
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 1:48 am
Monday, September 11, 2006
5 Years On...
It has been 5 years since the world has woken up to the real threat of terrorism, and today, the threat is more poignant than ever. What more, as this is also the week that Singapore hosts the IMF/WB meeting. Do hope that it remains a peaceful week right here, at home.
Hats off to the men and women who will be working round-the-clock to make the meeting one that puts Singapore on the map of best places to hold major conventions and meetings.
On top of that, MSN is really acting up like a sullen bitch tonight, not allowing people to sign in. So if you happen to have Windows Messenger (the one that comes in default with WinXP SP2), use it to sign in. Otherwise, you can click here to be redirected to a site that allows you to sign in from the web. Tell all your friends about it too.
I love you, Su. Have a good night's sleep. Tomorrow is a long day.
And I will be enjoying my xbox 360 all by myself! Nyeheheheh!
nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:47 pm