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Monday, July 31, 2006
Now and Forever

Reflecting, we're taking the first steps to something bigger, brighter and better for our future. We're creatung inroads for a better tomorrow.

The future isn't made for us, there is still a long way to go before we reach our destination. We should continue to put effort to making this work. We have come thus far, and we've made interesting inroads into the hearts of the people we love most. Let's keep it that way.

We were close to losing the beauty of this relationship, the essence that keeps this relationship in one piece at the moment. I'm glad that we managed to sort out our differences, and insecurities that had caused the wheels of motion from turning.

The environment around us remain challenging, with many distractions coming our way from all directions. I just hope that we make the right decision.

Baby, I'm not perfect, I am aware of that. But I am flattered to know, that despite my shortcomings, I am still The One.

I love you, Su. Now and forever.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:53 pm

Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Stoning in the Zone

I have been crashing out pretty early this past few days, falling asleep in the region between 7 and 8 and getting up several times along the way before ten, just to pacify the people who endlessly pound on my door for nothing.

It gets REALLY irritating after a while.

I'll get my proper sleep at about 10:30 pm and I'll get up at some ungodly hour (like now) cos I can't sleep anymore.

I think my body clock needs some real adjusting.

Now I'm just stoning in the zone, thinking about how much I love her.

Su, I love you. I may be difficult at times, and a total pain, thanks for bearing with it, and continuing to shower me with your love. I just want you to also know that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Thanks.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 3:07 am

Friday, July 21, 2006
H.A.P.P.Y

Feeling much better than the last time I updated.

"Normal operation has resumed."

Chocolate Milkshake taastes better when you have it with someone you love (and she loves you back).

I may be an idiot when it comes to the obvious, but I dun wanna be caught with my pants down when my ego is 30,000 feet in the air.

And Su has a stinking boyfriend now. *bleargh* Good-luck for the Braces, Ms Orange.

I love you.

p/s: I still need a phreaking job.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 2:07 am

Sunday, July 16, 2006
S.A.D

Being SAD is a real understatement. Being SAD is only the beginning of sorrow, anguish, and depression.

After all that euphoria yesterday, I'm really biting my tongue now, till it possibly bleeds. For the umpteenth time, my tongue got the better of me, and now it's leaving me in shreds, shambles and disarray.

Congratulations ADI, you have won the Pulitzer Prize for being the most insensitive boyfriend anyone can ever have.

And it's pointless to be sad. Very slowly, hatred for myself is brewing. I can't fix it. If I smoke, possibly I would have finished 40 sticks overnight. If I had my brandy, I'll be more than just tipsy now.

Diacetylmorphine Hydrochloride. Sounds good eh? That's the good stuf. It makes your dreams come true. Sugary sweet, yet cinnamonny spicy. Skag's the way to go!

So I'm pretty messed up now. And I don't need any sympathy. Just let me be, and ask me again on Tuesday, if I'm still breathing.

For now, I'll just drown in my sorrows.

The opposite of love, is not hate. When you hate someone, you still care.
The opposite of love, is indifference.

I love you, Su. Thanks for everything. A little blue note is on it's way. And losing you, is the last thing I on my mind.

p/s: I'm on hiatus until I can find my sensibility, and ability to think straight. That should be for a few days.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 4:52 am

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Create your own visited country map

I have visited 7 countries, on 2 continents.

How pathetic, and I did want to see the world before I hit 21.

Maybe this'll help on where I should start going, and where to avoid...

Your travel type: Party Animal

The Party Animal always wears sunglasses during his vacation. He likes a good hotel, with a swimming pool and room service. A couple of drinks at night, maybe see a show, maybe roll the dice, that's the way to spend the evening.

Culture? A museum? The others can go while the Party Animal stays in bed. You'll find him by the side of the pool when you get back with a martini to get rid of the hangover.

top destinations:

New York
Hong Kong
Las Vegas

stay away from:

North Korea
Darien Gap
Ciudad Perdida

get your own travel profile

So if anyone is willing to, in part or in whole, fund, sponsor, or treat me to the Big Apple, Vegas or Hong Kong, do drop me a mail, and we can work out something out.

I love you Su.

p/s: Nora, Happy Birthday in advance. I do hope you spend it well with the people who care for you, and those you care for.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:34 pm

Today is the last day of National Service for me.

LAST DAY!

WooHoo~!

At least six months of down time before a call for reservist comes in.

Well, the past 2 years and 4 months has been one big interesting experience. Through the ups and down, the happy times and sad, I enjoyed every moment of it.

Thinking about it today, it isn't as bad, as I felt like. It's all part of developing boys to be men. That's what National Service is.

This is for the many people whom I have met during my NS stint, from the training grounds, to Headquarters to the Big Blue Complex, especially to Ben, Faizal and Khai.

I love you guys. Thanks for everything, and the support you have given. Work is not always a cup of tea, but unfortunately it has to be done.

Our supervisors may not always be nice, nor are they always pleasant either. But it is still important that we continue to build positive rapport with them. Cos at the end of the day, they are the people who will be putting up it's them who will be putting up the assesments of you.

I have always enjoyed the times spent with you, be it over coffee, tea, breakfast, lunch or through an uber large footlong. Talking, joking and teasing, I'm going to miss it all. But no worries, cos we may be away and apart, the happy times will be etched in memory.

So you have a few months left beore expiry, so enjoy what's left of it. Enjoy the free medical treatment and enjoy the concessions on transport. Enjoy the uniform and enjoy looing good in it (you guys really do). Go ahead and enjoy working out at the gym cos, trust me, there are no other free gyms as great as the ones we have.

Thanks guys.

I love you. Thanks for the memories.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 11:21 am

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
The Week...

It has been a pretty interesting week. Only last Tuesday did I realise that I'm going to 'expire' from NS THIS SATURDAY!

I so need a job.

So I sent out my resume via email to maybe 20 different companies, businesses and organisations, and I've received appointments from 2 of them. A third has mentioned that it will get back to me, but I have yet to hear from them.

The first, located in Millenia Walk seem pretty promising, and it's giving me a good offer too. The second, located near Marina Sq, is in the industry that I intend to end up in, and getting the job there is like a leg up for my future. And the third (which hasn't called me yet) is also in the tourism industry, doesn't seem to entice me with it's lack of professionalism.

But these couple of days, I'm very worried for Su. She's having braces on later this week, and I guess the next month or so would be a harrowing experience for the both of us. The pain of extraction, and the suffering without molars would reduce solid foods to nothing but mush, and top grade baby food.

Well babe, don't suffer in silence. No matter what the challenges, let's overcome it, and ride through it together. Who knows, we might find mush quite palatable and satisfying. I'm with you on this one.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 7:52 pm

Sunday, July 02, 2006
The Spirit

It was a great day at Greenwood Pri! That's how i would sum up today's festivities. Well, it wasn't exactly a festival, but whatever happened had a festival feel to it.

So what if it was just a Motivational Workshop for a bunch of P6 students taking their PSLE this year? It was fun.

The kids were so CUTE! Loveable is not exactly the word to describe them, but CUTE they were! They were very responsive to the games we played, learnt them fairly quickly, and if you were there, you would be amazed at the power of claps.

Being deployed to be game masters and at the same time workshop facilitators and assistants was not definitely MY cup of tea, despite my many years at YM as a volunteer. But yesterday was a turning point. I want to continue to be deployed as this roe, and I want to spend dentire Saturdays playing ridiculously dumb, mind-numbing games with children. I think Nisa, Fifi and Rushdie can attest to that.

It was PURE satisfaction walking away from the school, after the children had left. We were tired, and exhausted, hungry and thisty, but nothing wore us down as we persevered till the very end. And it was satisfying when it was all over.

Thinking about it, I can't succintly describe the feeling of satisfaction from today.

Do wish you kids all the best for the PSLE.

Night Cycling is on tonight, Sembawang to NTU. Not going, so that the 'newer' ones have the oppurtunity.

I love you, Su.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 12:39 am

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