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What do you get when you cross 2 socialite babes, a shy guy, and a camera whore?

You get a picture of a very nervous guy sitting in between 2 beautiful ladies, in a pose that would make anyone wish the guy was him. Due to sensitivity reasons, I'm not going to put the picture up. But you can be really sure that I would if I could.


The Socialites: The babes that blew me away...

I had a great time yesterday. It definitely had nothing to do about helping out at Mountbatten, but it was a good time for us to get together, do silly things, take tons of crappy pictures, and to simply catch up with the rest.

It was followed by a secound round of dessert at Swensens @ T1. It had good intentions, definitely. But what happened there totally blew me away. Originally meant as a chill out session, it turned out to be a lengthy discussion about improving the YI@ to be more effective. i was smack in the middle of the discussion, which idefinitely wasn't keen on participating in.

Thinking aloud, and discussing yesterday's group dynamics, opened up my eyes to the unseen. The reason the invisible remain invisible, is because they do not want to be seen. It'd be pretty interesting if the quiet and reserved suddenly burst out in laughter, making the rest feel a little bit less guilty about 'leaving them out'. But then again, some people are more comfortable keeping things to themselves, then others.

There's really nothing to lose by opening up. I'm not saying that you open up to be some emo-whore, and start sharing to the world about your miserable love life, and how bastards or bitches have turn your life upside down, inside out, front left centre. But I mean, let go of yourself, and step out of your comfort zone, into the open, and develop a secondary comfort zone, especially around people who are friendly, or simply mutual friends.

There's no harm staying in, but there's more to gain coming out.


A Nurse, De-bugger, and a Siti.


Taking a look again at the lucky shy guy yesterday, it would be difficult to imagine if Mr Shy Guy was like a toad in a coconut shell. Same goes for the socialite babes.

So I'm gonna be stepping out of my zone too. The call is getting louder, and I'm actually considering a visit soon. I jsut hope that I'm not to late or too old for it.

I shall take out my dancing shoes soon.

I love you, Su. I had a great time with you around last night. I'm glad that you're able to fit in well.

p/s: to the 2 socialite babes, if you happen to chance on this, can I have the same pose as Mr Shy Guy got? But full length, and more mischief please. Can?


I wished for something saucy, but this'll have to do.

nakalboi. Another day is done;
- 12:53 pm

Apologies for not updating this quiet corner of mine for a while. I've been bogged down by late nights, work, school, and the fasting month.

I've decided that I won't be posting my entries during my hospital stay. It's been too long anyway.

How's everyone? Do hope that you're in the pinkest of health, despite the fasting month. Worry not. It ends in about 3 weeks.

A new chapter is born. It's the chapter where I'm supposed to be alright with the people closest to me doing the things that I don't think is deserving, even as a carrot.

Just take a wild guess at it, and I think it won't be too difficult to figure out.

Well, I think I got myself involved in the Red Cross Society's 'Paint the Town Red' campaign. It aims to create an awareness of blood donation among the youths in Singapore.

The first meeting was last night, at Boat Quay. Ideas are flowing in, but I think that the scope of these ideas were a little bit myopic. Being young people themselves, I'm wondering why it's so hard for a bunch of youths to some up with something that's different, fresh, colourful and appealing to the masses of youths in Orchard Road.

Sports has always been an 'attraction'. I think that although more can be explored in this area of limited boundaries, there's a need to create a culture of blood donation among the youths.

What I think the committee fail to do, is to tap on existing national campaigns to create this awareness. There's no need to reinvent the wheel, every time there is a need for new blood donors.

As an member of the targetted youth, I've always been indifferent to the needs of the community. I believe that the youths who actually spend time on harbouring thoughts and challenging the government are all talk, and no action.

It's only because they're 'strong' in their current affairs, and they're well-prepared for their GP exams, that they're asked to sit with the PM or some other Minister for a coffee chat. After the GP exam, they then are too occupied running up molehills to remember what they said about improving the country. Not only that, once they're done with the molehills, they just disappear into the Universities, and emerging as a member of the PaperChase family.

Well, there's not enough bold people in Singapore to make a diference. There's not enough committed Singaporeans to walk the talk. It's very simple for bloggers like me to air my thoughts. But the risks of running into issues of discrimination and sedition, as well as other fallacious baseless statements will are omnipresent.

I wouldn't be surprised if the PM and Min(HA) or even the guys from the Police Intel or the Internal Security decide to drop in, to have a 'look-around' and a leave feeling good, that this is another blogger in the Blog-o-sphere who didn't nudge a shoulder by mistake, intentionally or otherwise.

Gathering my thoughts again, this crossroad of decision, between the obliged and the unwanted is really making me brew some anger. And I think it won'e be long before I need to let off any steam.

For as long as she's happy, I shall be contented, although with a heavy heart.

I love you, Su.

"There's no turning back. We're in this together..."

The memories at KL will remain etched, deep in my heart, and deep in my mind.

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